It starts off with everyone and I am happy. But slow reminders start bringing up the pain between us. I can see the pain in him and he can see the pain in me.
I'm so scared I'm going to miss out on someone really amazing.
You're eye are so sad.
You carry everyone's pain in your heart. And it tries to break free with your tears. I want to hear your voice, sweet voice and you have a smell that warmed my heart. I can read your thoughts through your eyes, just as you can read mine and I see pain and kindness twisted into confusion.
All I want to do is help. All I want to do is help.
Writing, in all of this gives me clarity, or the closest thing I can get to clarity.
I am in a happy place. Starting anew. So start.
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