Unwell

I'm sick. I'm really sick. If there's one thing that makes me sour, sad and lonely is being sick.

I'm very sick right now. I have a fever. My head pressing on my temples, body aching. My mind has been bothering me since August. Will I get peace one day?

I'm lonely to begin with, but it makes me feel feel worse when I'm sick. I'm usually quiet strong, usually, but when I'm sick, I desire someone just to be there for me.

I'm not really a huge fan of Christmas either. I can't place it this year, but I'm just feeling empty about it. Ah well.